The colonizer intentionally taught you to struggle so that you would be uncomfortable with ease.
When I received this message at the start of the year, it hit me right in my core, you too?
One of the things that helps me to overcome blocks is to remember that struggling is not my natural state. Beloved, it isn’t yours either.
We are not meant to struggle this hard. This was violently placed on our ancestors & in turn is colonial trauma that we carry.
Why do we struggle so much with ease? with flow?with harmony? When this is the Indigenous way?
& for some, why do they create conflict where there is none & instead attack their own?
Because of colonialism.
The fears, the doubts, the blockages, are all colonial trauma.
My loves, We are meant to thrive, to be well, to live in abundance in all the ways. In harmony with each other. & of course, in harmony with life & our Mother Earth & all beings.
We are not meant to be “hustling & grinding”. We are meant to be in right relationship with each other, the lands. Not seeing how we can “come up “ on each other. These are colonial capitalist ways & I DO NOT CONSENT.
We are all worthy. We don’t have to act like colonizers to each other, to OURSELVES.
We deserve to be well, to be whole, to be free, to be loved. May we return to our sacred ways dear ones.
Do you feel Spirit & ancestors speaking to you too? Bc they’re SPEAKING TO ME. They never leave & I know what I am being shown is for my highest & our greatest good.
Leveling up doesn’t always feel good but it’s bringing us into our higher purpose. Deep protection as we honor the call.